Dealing with the Humans

Dealing with the Humans

I am about this close to really blowing my top and giving everyone a piece of my mind. From my younger brother at home who refuses to grow up,to my perfectionist boss or the annoying fake ass annoying people that i have to deal with everyday at work. Ok girlfriend,slow down and take a deep breath and count to ten.

I am sure many of us, have felt the need to smack the taste out of somebody's mouth but because we are supposed to be grown up and mature or at work professional,we have to bite our tongue. I really do miss those days when it was perfectly alright for me to scream at the top of my lungs and cry when i wanted something. If i do that now, am sure a psych evaluation will be recommended.

Losing your cool isnt something people are proud of because we conside it a sign of weakness. However i think for the sake of sanity, a healthy dose of screaming should be carried out as often as possible(it should be in private of course). It will not only reduce the rate of high blood pressure but the rate of violence against each other.

however for now, if one more person says something stupid about planking! its going to go down!

Happy to be alive!

OK! this is very bad of me. two whole months before updating my blog,tsk tsk! its not my fault though my life has gone AWOL. so many wonderful things have been happening to me and am so grateful to god.

• i travelled to Dubai!( i still cant believe it).
• i started my CAM foundation course.
  
• i met a new guy( don't no if its serious and its kind of complicated)

anyway am on a good path now,all thanks to GOD and i hope it lasts for a long time. the part i love is that am so busy and i don't have time to mope(except for minor mood swings). Dubai was AAAAMAZING! and i cant wait to go there again. my CAM course has been challenging but in a good way and i have made some new friends in class. as for my new bobo(rolling my eyes) its complicated. but am enjoying the buzz of liking a dude and knowing its mutual( i don't know if it will last)and i cannot forget the part of kissing! i have so missed that.

PS: MY BIRTHDAY IS ROUND THE CORNER!!!

ciao

its been a minute!

hi guys

its been eons since i have been here and am really sorry about that. it seems my life just keeps getting busier by the day and 24 hours don't seem to cut it anymore.

Anyway my life has been a real roller coaster of some sorts,but am not complaining. it gives me a sense of accomplishments and fulfilment knowing that i no longer piss hours away on idleness. so what has your girl been up to? a lot! i just started classes on a professional course that is going to take a year to finish and that's if i pass. combined with a full time demanding job in advertising and doing chores and studying by the side,its really a challenge but exciting at the same time,and do you no what? i intend on doing more. i have a lot of goals for this year and i must say the good lord has been more than faithful.

i intend on being more faithful to my blog,travelling to Dubai(yeeeeeeee!) and putting on more weight(i intend on getting to a size 8,am too damn skinny) and maybe finding a man! all these i intend on achieving this year and i know i will.
if you guys have any tips on gaining a few pounds please let me know.

until next time folks! its your girl,biggie!

Happy new year guys!

Happy new year people! ok it might be getting too late for that but since we are still in the first month of the year,what the heck!

my holidays as usual was crazy,in a good and a bad way. i spent quality time with my family eating and drinking like it was going out of style and feeling totally unsexy because i met no guys(ok no great guys) and still haven't. i met one that seemed like a good prospect turned out to be a bust,what else is new? anyway i spent time with family and friends which is to me is what life is about. partied hard and went to the beach!

anyway its back to work we are and praise be to God the year started well for me. which is a good omen for the rest of the year(have to think positive). i hope 2011 is a fab year for us all. its also an election year and frankly am not impressed by any of the candidates buts that Nigeria for you.

so once again happy new year to us all. its going to be tough buts lets try to have fun anyway we can!

A new year awaits!

wow!!!!!!!!!! 2010 is about to end and what a year it has been. a year of ups and downs,an interesting year if you as me and looking back at those days when i wanted to drown myself i look back with a nostalgic smile. This year has taught me so much and even if it has been emotionally tough for me (infact tough in most aspects of my life)i believe i am the stronger for it. I can actually say that i forgive my ex( i mean it) and even though there were days i cursed the day i met him,i came to the realisation that he actually was a nice guy and we did have some good times together. i Guess we were both immature and he is the wiser wherever he is.

Now ON TO THE FUN STUFF! I made a vow to myself during the festive season that i would catch my fun wherever i found it, i must say i did find fun and i met the MOST OBNOXIOUS MAN on earth. Really awoof they run belle! He was loud,uncouth and totally razz and insisted on not paying a dime to enter the beach because he is from the royal family and the end of the day he wasn't. MY GOD! I wanted to throttle him and all because we needed someone to drive us to the beach.Next time i take a cab....

Anyway the new year is coming and i hope with better opportunities and I wish us all a happy one!

ciao!!!!!!!!!!

The Ultimate Transversite

Hi guys!
its been a while, an emotional couple of weeks for me,filled with triumphs and disappointments,more disappointments, if you ask me. Anyway i have decided not to moan about my life anymore and focus on stuff that catch my fancy because seriously moaning doesn't take you anywhere.

In Nigeria there's this reality TV show called 'Gulder Ultimate search' kind of like 'The Survivor.' I am sure you must have heard of that one at least. its sponsored by Gulder, a brand of beer brewed by the Nigerian breweries.Its been a success so far and and am sure resulted into a huge pay day for not only the manufacturers of the brand but all the people that have worked on the idea for the past couple of years. The reality show is usually set in a remote forest or patch of land(they should consider the dessert one of these days)and a group of young men and women are abandoned there and expected to survive living in the wild at the same time tackling different physical and mental tasks giving to them.One after the other people are eliminated until it remains a three individuals(men of course), after a gruelling task of physical and mental capabilities,an ultimate man is chosen.

Now that lies my problem! Notice i SAID ultimate man not woman. How in the world do they expect women to compete fairly against men,especially physically fit men with rippling muscles. I know what men can do women can do better,but not in carrying heavy bags of sand uphill. Maybe women stand a chance if its just mental tasks but women(am sorry but i have to say this) are not as physically strong as men, scientifically it has been proven.Then to add insult to injury there's a price for last woman standing! That means the organisers had no intention of letting a woman have a spitting chance in the first place. The just concluded one was called ' the Ultimate Hero' hero! not heroine! i think that they should stop deluding us and use only male contestants and make a separate concept strictly for women.

i think that's only fair!

this close to tears

Have you ever been so down that the slightest thing could move you to tears. that even a sentimental song on the radio can make you cry . well for the past 3 weeks i have been going through an emotional roller coaster. i have felt lust,anger,sadness,happiness,anxiety and jealousy that i wonder how a human being can experience such feeling in huge proportions and not explode.
i wont deny that i feel very lonely right now and totally clueless on what i want. I wont deny that i need a male presence in my life but i feel that when that male presence does come,am not emotionally ready for it and something good will pass me by. i cant deny that i have a lot of baggage and there's nothing worse than making someone carry your baggage for you. i just hope that this wretched stage passes soon and i can begin to smile from within not the one pasted on my face.