Monday, December 19, 2011

Monday Blues 2

hi guys!

hope you guys have had a wonderful weekend. mine was great,i had a blast. I attended MTN project fame finale and i hung out with my friends on Sunday selling shoes( which girl would not like that, when i got to shop as well).

anyway my euphoria quickly evaporated when i got to the office. its not actually the people i have to work with( even though not everyone is on my favourite list). its just there are some changes that are taking place right now but even though my head knows its inevitable my heart right now is so heavy, it feels like i swallowed a bag of cement. the professional in me is quite disgusted with my mood but the woman in me is not happy at all.

what is it about we humans that detests change even though we know its for our own good. I know God has great plans for me but fear can make the most optimistic person feel dreary.

anyway for the people that i wont be seeing as much as i used to, ill miss you from the bottom of my heart. but as the Yoruba people say it ' 10 friends cannot play for 10 years'  we all have to be separated one day and even though i approach this kicking and screaming, i know ill be fine.

for all of us that are dreading the changes that are coming towards like a train with no breaks, it is well. You are never thrown into a situation that you cannot handle and 'this too shall pass'

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Christmas is here and there is no money la la la

hi guys.

the Xmas season is here and Santa is on his way to Nigeria and am not feeling the Christmas cheer. am sure when Santa gets here, he will be very disappointed. i do not feel the Christmas thing at all. in fact i have come to the conclusion that its keresimesi that we do here not Christmas, people are not smiling. the price of food has gone through the roof and home girl is broke.  the shopping frenzy that happens during the season is none existent maybe because at the back of our minds, we cant forget that next year has the potential of being tougher( removal of fuel subsidy) or that by this time next year, there could be a world wide earthquake/tsunami( rumor has it that the year is coming to an end). anyway am sure there must be something to be cheerful about and say ho ho ho to. so let me list my reasons to be happy in my head and hum a tune. it doesn't seem to be working though. i cant for the life of me find what to be cheery about when am broke and everyone around me is singing the same tune.

at least am grateful to be alive and all my limbs are even if ill have to repeat outfits and perish the thought of buying Mongolian hair and eat fish instead of chicken, there are millions of people that do not even have shawa,cloths and hair on their head to start with. Premium hair weave will just have to do.

ill be back! merry Christmas in advance folks!